Monday, June 28, 2010

Its the same.

Its the same.
Everyone has to pass through the moments.
Go to school,
Get scold by teachers,
Exams,
Fooling around.
Is that how you all live like?
Its worthless :(
Its.. so wasting time.

Whenever you'r sad, Im sad.
But when you'r happy, Im sad.
Now that's weird.
And that's why Im always sad.
But, it depends.
Im happy sometimes. 50%?

Today Cikgu Lee so stupid.
She asked me to answer her the answer of the question.
I said " B " . Then she said " baca "
Normal ones will " baca " the answer right?
But she said im dreaming and she ment " baca " the next question. WTH?
Her problem. and she even insulted me. Darn it.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Vanished.

So many days....
So many brain damaging....
So many time wasted....

All about you.
You fooled me.
Im just like an idiot standing there letting you to fool.
I regretted I dint think about it.
You hurt me so deeply.

The flying bird dances, The flying bird lands, On the ancient road
Hanging on the wind, Scented in the wind
An imaginary sky.
My mind dwells on the day when you vanished,
Slashing apart the scene, Reflecting the scene
...An imaginary sky, On the day when you vanished soundlessly,
Giving you a ride, spring sings.
I listen to it amongst the bubbles.
It never ends because it dint even started.

Just tell me the truth.

Ai Ishi Te Ru
Wonderful Eyes. <3

Monday, June 21, 2010

Anything?

Omg. Its like that the whole world, no one knows me.
I can only write full stop "...."
But..
Its like who knows someone inside someone and what do they think.
The world is running away from me.
Every day thinking about the questions.
Asking people the answer.
No one can give me the correct answer.

Ask you, ask myself.
Who dares? Maybe me.. When Im brave :)
No one ~ No one understands me.
But.. I understand myself.
Sometimes not, but at least 90%
Many negative ones, many misunderstanding ones.
But, I... Im innocent, just that...
Argh !!! @@

Forever <3 JM

Ai Ishi Te Ru
Wonderful Eyes. <3

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Changed.

Everyone changed.
Human will change. Including me.
Everyone is changing.
Even the Earth =_=...
Haiz.. Cant find other ways to stop missing you.
Fine. just . let it be.
Mmmm.

Don' act cool lerh.
If got anything just tell me.
Just..
Nothing. I've already made this choice.

I'll just stay a side. But continue loving you.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

|::: Please :::|

One morning I woke up,
I felt as if I suddenly.
just couldn't see you inside of me.

So I pretend to smile again :)
But it's not that easy. ):
Everytime I see myself I just can't breathe.

On a rainy day you walk along my side
and brushed the raindrops from my eyes and then
you asked me if I'd be alright
Never thought I'd ever feel the sunlight shining through my wintery sky
Hold me tight baby hold me tight, won't you dim the lights.

To Face the pain and fear you left behind fro me.
I've been deeply hurt before with all me wounds you gave me.
It's killing me only if you see.
Loving you the sound of burning heart.
Falling ashes on my lonely queen sized bed.
Seriously, I told you I can't live without you.
Let me love you ~ I won't regret <3
For all the times we've been through.

Please baby please tell me that you love me~

Ai Ishi Te Ru
Wonderful Eyes. <3

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Good old times.

It is the last year to stay in primary school.
Last few nights, I had been thinking of those great times I had past years.
Conclution : I still love my standard 3 life.

I am the head prefect that time.
Controlling everyone XD ( If can, I would like to scold teachers XD )
Having fun with friends.
Teachers are great.
Life was good with less homeworks.
Having fun chatting with friends during reccess.
Having true friends.
Having fun with a Red tie :D
Very famous. ( But I am fat that time ): )
Year end teaching the newbies.
Haha. Best year I had. Following up is standard 4.

Standard 4, every day go back home chat with my best friend.
Non-stop chatting 3 hours .
Wow . that was great too. XD

I treasured those precious moments.
I hope this year end can be the best one I ever had.